Thursday, November 15, 2012

Surgery again.....

I will be having surgery on December 6th to take out the expander on my left side and put in the implant.  This will be an out patient procedure so I get to go home the same day.  The last surgery went well.  Everything healed like it was suppose to.  I do find that with the expander, when I sleep on my back for extended periods of time, my left side (side with the expander) hurts.  When I wake up and realize that I have been sleeping on my back and my left side hurts, it is hard to turn to my side.  I am not sure why that is but the expander will be gone soon.  I still need to get my base scans done but not until 2-3 months after surgery.  I don't want any false positives.  I go in every three months now for a blood test to look for tumor markers.  So far so good.

My energy has returned and I find I can do most things that I used to do.  I do still seem to have a hard time running so I have been walking quickly on the treadmill and lifting weights. 

Things have been so busy that I feel like I am going through the motions of life. Waiting for an opportune time to acknowledge and grieve both for my Dad and having cancer.  Time heals..........?